Lemon Meringue Pie & A Pychotherapist

I came across a interesting article, that I have recently applied to stress at work and relationships-Indifference. I did not paste the entire article, just a tidbit, to see what comments I would receive, seeing as some of my followers are dealing with the same issues. Sometimes when indifference hits you were it matters you have to take a second look. Indifference can work very well in regards to fighting, to peoples behavior that is inappropriate(like some of my folks I work with) But when it hits you in the heart, it can be almost like abuse. Recently I have met a friend such as this, I have to wonder if the person is actually as smart as I am, or just a Asshole. I have known to be a asshole many times, at least I'm not afraid to admit it. Maybe I am just impatient, I expect my answers to fast, there are 3 different situations in my life, where answers are simply un-met. For a Libra/Virgo, this might as well be like finding one fabulous shoe for a night out and missi...

Church Lady Say's " Now is that proper talk?" Head Colds and Boot-camp and changing your life for the better, can sometimes suck for the first month. My blog"Dysfunctional Journal didn't go over with the "Boyfriend" so I archived it for a bit. I don't blame him. I am quite the girlie girl, with sweetness and giggles when I am with him. Trash Talk is not very becoming in a lady, but sure makes great conversation doesn't it!..lol I am actually the most caring giving person you could ever meet, I think of you and the world before myself, and then beat myself up because I am so sad sometimes..probably due to exhaustion and not knowing how to balance enjoying life and work. If you dont hear from me all day, it is one of two things: I am at work, I am ignoring you. Welcome to the world of serving others..my choice..no one else's. The last few years I actually have enjoyed life in little bits, quite a bit compared to the rest of...

Women's Stuff.. I don't know about you guys, but I am kind of in denial that I am actually in my 40's. Apparently in your 40's new things happen. First off, when you are in a committed relationship in today's world after you have actually establish that you are, medical clearance is required to have safe sex. I mean even his junk has to be examined..you cant go by"if it tastes like dairy" to think its safe. At 40, mammograms are introduced, thyroids are checked, hormonal tests have to be done, these are all tests to wonder why your girlfriend is going insane. Early menopause is now the talk of the town, thank god that was ruled out for me. Apparently at 40 your vaginal walls get thin, yeast infections and bladder infections occur more frequently, instead of facials, you will be giving your vagina a facial of olive oil and yogurt, or the new age"estrogen cream" Fun stuff, but not so fun in your panties, after a few days of use you feel like you ha...

Hi! Hope you are all well and rested after New Years! I had 4 days off, how wonderful! I went to Whistler I slept, and I got rid of all my shit. Speaking of shit..Every year people make New years Resolutions.. I know I have, and guess what? most times they don't work. I do one thing every year, I make Vision Boards, and last night I did all four!! They really work! I started them a few years ago, and I always have one thing on the board that arrives in the time period I place it as such. You can also write yourself a big fat cheque and stick it to the ceiling on your room. It has been a ruff 24hrs, I am detoxing from all the crap in my body, I don't know how people do it, the detox, I feel like crap despite my fabulous energy levels-I drank the organic lemon, maple syrup and Cayenne pepper all day-The drink tastes OK, once...but you are required to have 6-8 glasses a day! The last 4 months have been take out food, and treats, alcohol coffee and cigs...

People come into your life for a Reason, Season or a Lifetime when you know which one it is you will know what to do for that person when someone is in your life for a Reason it is usually to meet a need you have expressed They have to come to assist that need, subconsciously, or expressed and to provide you with guidance and support.To aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They are there for that Reason you need them to be Then without any wrong doing or inconvenient time, The person will do something or say something to end the relationship Sometimes they walk away, they die.. sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand for what you feel is real What we must realize is our need has been met, our desire fulfilled the work is done and we must move on. If it were for a Lifetime... we would not be having the conversation of Reason... Sometimes people come into your life for a Season, because your turn has come to grow...

Just a thought..VPD, why not? I am a Community Service Provider in Mental Disabilities. So I have seen some bizarre and odd experiences to say the least. Most of my work is in high behaviors. I am a female, minority. I have way to many certificates and physical training within the non violent crisis area, so why not, pay is good-part of a team..I get to go target shooting. Something I loved with my dad, at the range. So here I go starting, the probably 1 year process. So I researched more physical training, like I did with corrections. I decided I might as well take advantage of my company's corporate rates on Steve Nash, YYoga and Jazzercise. I went to the location of Steve Nash and they did "The Assessment" "The Assessment consists of standing on a machine with hardly any cloths on that reads your mind and your body. We will call this machine DICK. Dick says I am extremely dehydrated, so dehydrated I might as well be a lizard. I am in a good weight frame for athlet...

A man has been married for over 25 years, he has provided for his family, he is tired and worn and wonders where his life and dreams have gone..After work he decides to visit his Italian friend who owns the Bistro down the street, for perhaps...a cigar and a bourbon to contemplate life as he closes up shop. "She is dead I tell you!" he says to his friend..no no , mi sure..you simple have to grab her by the waist look into to her eyes...and dance... The man of 25 years marriage yells, you are crazy, why would I do something as ridiculous as that?She will just push me away and go back to her god dam cleaning or whatever she does..she scurries around all the time like avoiding me" I should just leave, I know I will leave her my last 300 bucks and be done with it, oh fuck my life to hell! The Italian friend says, now you are really about the bullshit shit my friend..there is still time my friend, tomorrow you will take my best recipe you will cook for her for once in your l...

GVixen has been dating for a bit, and its usually around the 2 month mark, that I either sabotage the relationship, or just plain run. I have been reading a book by two ladies called The Rules, I started the bock a little late, so I broke some of the rules..lol, my goal was to see if a 1980's book with 1950's frame of mind still applies to the dating world here in 2010. The ladies have some very good points-I have been following most of the rules with my current relationship and the book seems to ring true, however there are also some points that the ladies stat, if he does this....He's really not that into you. This has gotten me off kilter a little, as my guy has done some of these things..I dare not tell however.When I am done the book I will post a full detailed account, It really is quite interesting and its all based on The One, The big catch..and talks about all the little ones in between. So far the relationship of almost 3 months is going good! I have vertically ...

Well been some time since I've written, or had any stories I felt worth writing about- I recently moved from a massive house to a little two bedroom, so it has taken up most of my time. I love the area, its cute and Ive made it quite modern, however the 85 year old women upstairs likes to do the Indian dance at 4am-and wont answer the door. I have returned to the dating world slowly, and had one rather good one! I posted that I had a good night on my facebook-yikes, spring is here-I have some suitors it appears-I was asked what was good about it, Many questions were asked whom this stranger is..lol,I have some faces definitely coming out into the woodwork- The truth is the person is a average good guy, He is not part of the vancouver elite he prefers simple things in life, hes not a George Clooney or Brad Pitt, probably a person that would never read my blog. He plays poker and races boats, loves to cook and has a bit of a tummy, watches old movies and has a wise soul. Big Brown ey...

The meeting was held at Mainstream head office. I was excited because we had a guest speaker who was new to our association she was coming from Montreal, her name was, Cinthia. During our meeting we went through the typical health and safety policies about how to make our residences safe and secure, energy saving costs, and new polices within our chapter. Our guest speaker was going to introduce the “Can you dig it “garden ideas. Cinthia is the new director of this program and we were all excited to hear talk about her plans. The Can you dig it gardens is a community garden that we first started with our persons served in the community, with teachings and growth in developing a garden. After training our persons served, they would learn how to integrate and tend to a garden into the community. Teaching being the nature of our program, we bring our persons served into community living, and invite the community into our lives. Needless to say we were all very excited. Only a few selected...

AMBITION...Is not a Dirty Word So as I muster threw the hours of Olympic schedule’s, hoping this will be my biggest challenge in life and Leave me a commutative mark on my resume, while still working my regular 40 hours a week in Mental Health; I am plagued with my passion of my creative side. I had started a company, called Vancouver Vixens; the name is not an escort service! However when you Google it comes up as such. This was my idea of ambitious women who all hold personal businesses to come together as a sisterhood. The Vixens would support each other in Business and also in wellness, Sports travel and weekly functions which would be brain storming tools to the future. I had a vast amount of ideas and a large database for years of working with powerful people, as well as trade shows, Events the elite upper class and the world of arts. When my partner proclaimed she had personal problems, and I myself could not focus on my value and train of thought due to bringing home the bacon ...

I see… My hands are soo dirty, but clean Oh my god, your hands are soo dirty yet clean.. And on my ass…oh my I feel "What day is today? "I say: Umm Jan 15th? Yes Jan 15, 2010...TODAY IS GONE! Happiness, embrace it, today is gone, it’s gone Laura Be happy love it, love life…you are here! Alive well Embrace it, do yoga. I am telling you, change your life I say: yes..um I know.."just be be love..when we are love all is good.." I hear Wankin..The bank had no real lyrics. No real rhyme In my industry that is called wankin..Regardless talented and Much deserving for a good review. I feel Hi beautiful, I love the hat, my friend like just picked up These two girls see him, soo boring; please sit awhile, just as you are Where are you from? I need to know everything about you. Outside on cell later.. Hiii..Hi talking to my sister, come over get warm in my coat doll... You are so little… I hear.../see We have been waiting for like 20 mins now; I think something is going on Yea...

It all happened during the time of 74’ from maximum security, strait jackets and abuse. Pictures lined up across the front page, lawyers stated it’s such a shame, no settlement will be claimed... horror stories stay in the mute, its ok no, one will get a suit. The wards told us we had, nothing to fear, in an isolated room, just stay here, the last thing they'd wanna do is hang around there... They mostly come in long while gowns, But one of the dozen was a hometown shame, all you could hear was the keys on his chain.. I remember the Same pattern on the table, same clock on the wall Freezing slow time away from the world I’m 57 years old, never kissed a girl I’m 57 and my name is Fred, and I ani't ever kissed a girl We were sitting round table, heard the telephone ring Heard the tap on the window in the middle of the night Held back the curtains for fear of fright See my friends got raped, some men got kille...