May 6, 2013

Finding Beauty




I don't know if my readers know that I was a free lance make up artist in film, TV and Bridal and skin specialist for Biotherm.

I have always looked way younger than my years. The number one cause of aging is stress.
I all of a sudden noticed my eyes, dark circles and tiny wrinkles, it was like I drastically aged in two months.

I decided to start with my good friend who worked in the industry of fakeness. My friend worked in the world of fakeness but really believes in everything else first.

My friend Samantha, started me on medical skincare-shit that works. Dr Ojui is what I started with. My friend tells me not to start with retinal till I try the medicinal skincare first.

Using this skin line,  is quite the procedure! you are required use twice a day and a series of ointments and cleaning of the face morning and night that takes up to a whole 15 minutes, I counted cause I really don't have a lot of time-but to look better, you have to suffer I guess. This means getting up a 630 just to do your face rather then 7am.

 After two weeks I did notice my pores have shrunk, my completion is more vibrant, and my bagged out eyes are still there.

I was invited to a Botox party at Body Bar in Coquitlum- the place looks and feels like a place for celebrities, they do laser, contour..all sorts of good stuff, they have a dental cosmetic surgeon down the way who does all there Botox (no fillers yet)

They do almost everything to replace surgery procedures. I was in heaven as I walked through the door and received my champagne and OJ, free services galore for the party! I got to try the a machine on my face,that felt like a wonderful hot stone massage, apparently this works in deep tissue for 6 months and rejuvenates the deep tissue to produce collagen.

I had a assessment on Botox, I was shocked at what Botox can actually do above the face, you can have it so your eyebrows are a little raised-forehead free of wrinkles and it eliminates crows feet completely. I need 40 units. average 280-300 dollars, lasts 6 months-1yr, depending on who you are. I am stoked! I watched the doctor do the injections on my friend, which took about 30 seconds with a miniature needle.

Mineral makeup was next, I guess foundation just adds to these wrinkles of mine and mineral make up was the way to go, so I went with Laura Merier-quite nice, gets rid of shine, no oily sheen as well.
So with all these body type of cleanses, vitamins, how does one know when to take what and when - I need a schedule. The most important part of all this is the yoga and gym..EKK, no time yet!

I have noticed that I am sleeping more than normal, like 10 hrs a day, not sure what that's about- I do think it has something to do with the past stress, sleeping before the busy.

I won a basket at the party! I was delighted!

The first product I researched in my basket was most interesting, and apparently you dissolve 5-20 tablets in water and drink it per day, on the bottle its says just to take 1-3 tablets 3 times a day. That is a lot of money seeing as the bottle is 44 dollars and holds only 90 tablets. This is the best article I found on Wheatgrass:
The Benefits of Wheatgrass

Excerpts from The Wheatgrass Book by Ann Wigmore

Increases red blood-cell count and lowers blood pressure. It cleanses the blood, organs and gastrointestinal tract of debris. Wheatgrass also stimulates metabolism and the body’s enzyme systems by enriching the blood. It also aids in reducing blood pressure by dilating the blood pathways throughout the body.
Stimulates the thyroid gland, correcting obesity, indigestion, and a host of other complaints.
Restores alkalinity to the blood. The juice's abundance of alkaline minerals helps reduce over-acidity in the blood. It can be used to relieve many internal pains, and has been used successfully to treat peptic ulcers, ulcerative colitis, constipation, diarrhea, and other complaints of the gastrointestinal tract.
Is a powerful detoxifier, and liver and blood protector. The enzymes and amino acids found in wheatgrass can protect us from carcinogens like no other food or medicine. It strengthens our cells, detoxifies the liver and bloodstream, and chemically neutralizes environmental pollutants.
Fights tumors and neutralizes toxins. Recent studies show that wheatgrass juice has a powerful ability to fight tumors without the usual toxicity of drugs that also inhibit cell-destroying agents. The many active compounds found in grass juice cleanse the blood and neutralize and digest toxins in our cells.
Contains beneficial enzymes. Whether you have a cut finger you want to heal or you desire to lose five pounds...enzymes must do the actual work. The life and abilities of the enzymes found naturally in our bodies can be extended if we help them from the outside by adding exogenous enzymes, like the ones found in wheatgrass juice. Don't cook it. We can only get the benefits of the many enzymes found in grass by eating it uncooked. Cooking destroys 100 percent of the enzymes in food.
Has remarkable similarity to our own blood. The second important nutritional aspect of chlorophyll is its remarkable similarity to hemoglobin, the compound that carries oxygen in the blood. Dr. Yoshihide Hagiwara, president of the Hagiwara Institute of Health in Japan, is a leading advocate for the use of grass as food and medicine. He reasons that since chlorophyll is soluble in fat particles, and fat particles are absorbed directly into the blood via the lymphatic system, that chlorophyll can also be absorbed in this way. In other words, when the "blood" of plants is absorbed in humans it is transformed into human blood, which transports nutrients to every cell of the body.
When used as a rectal implant, reverses damage from inside the lower bowel. An implant is a small amount of juice held in the lower bowel for about 20 minutes. In the case of illness, wheatgrass implants stimulate a rapid cleansing of the lower bowel and draw out accumulations of debris.
Externally applied to the skin can help eliminate itching almost immediately.
Will soothe sunburned skin and act as a disinfectant. Rubbed into the scalp before a shampoo, it will help mend damaged hair and alleviate itchy, scaly, scalp conditions.
Is soothing and healing for cuts, burns, scrapes, rashes, poison ivy, athlete's foot, insect bites, boils, sores, open ulcers, tumors, and so on. Use as a poultice and replace every two to four hours.
Works as a sleep aide. Merely place a tray of living wheatgrass near the head of your bed. It will enhance the oxygen in the air and generate healthful negative ions to help you sleep more soundly.
Enhances your bath. Add some to your bath water and settle in for a nice, long soak.
Sweetens the breath and firms up and tightens gums. Just gargle with the juice.
Neutralizes toxic substances like cadmium, nicotine, strontium, mercury, and polyvinyl chloride.
Offers the benefits of a liquid oxygen transfusion since the juice contains liquid oxygen. Oxygen is vital to many body processes: it stimulates digestion (the oxidation of food), promotes clearer thinking (the brain utilizes 25% of the body's oxygen supply), and protects the blood against anaerobic bacteria. Cancer cells cannot exist in the presence of oxygen.
Turns gray hair to its natural color again and greatly increases energy levels when consumed daily.
Is a beauty treatment that slows down the aging process when the juice is consumed. Wheatgrass will cleanse your blood and help rejuvenate aging cells, slowing the aging process way down, making you feel more alive right away. It will help tighten loose and sagging skin.
Lessens the effects of radiation. One enzyme found in wheatgrass, SOD, lessens the effects of radiation and acts as an anti-inflammatory compound that may prevent cellular damage following heart attacks or exposure to irritants.
Restores fertility and promotes youthfulness
Suggested Use: 5-20 tablets a day.


What I did notice after a month of injestion was more energy, and the worst smelling gas it will kill a hurd of cow. No hiding that little fluff of a fart in a class room that is for sure. Pee smells very strong, one might gag a little..now I know what that horrid smell is in the bathrooms at the gym from health nuts.

The next item is DHA Vegitarian Algae-this apparently replaces the fish oil, omega
Due to our issues envirmentally with fish lately. Dr OZ recommends it, the price of this puppy is 30-40 bucks a bottle.
 Vegetarian Algae Benefits:
 This Alage Oil supplement was recommended on Dr. Oz over using fish oil for omega-3.
Flora (Udo's Choice) DHA
§  Heart health in adults
§  Brain function
§  Eye health
§  Joint health
§  Pregnancy and nursing
§  Skin, hair, and nails
§  Energy and endurance
Other Ingredients
Medium-chain triglycerides, glycerin, modified starch, and carrageenan. Contains 2% or less of rosemary leaf extract, high oleic, sunflower seed oil, sunflower lecithin, tocopherols, sodium carbonate and ascorbyl palmitate and purified water
Vegetarian Algae DHA is a vegan source derived from cultivated algae. As a result, it is free of ocean-borne contaminants and the concerns associated with global overfishing

Anti Inflammatory Enzyme
For relief of chronic and occasional inflammation
7 proteolytic enzymes, taken on an empty stomach to break the vicious cycle of chronic and occasional inflammation 60 veg•caps
Label Information
Inflammation, regardless of its cause, results from an inflammatory cascade involving the generation of pro-inflammatory cytokines. These are proteins (such as interleukins and lymphokines) that are released by the cells of the immune system often, as a response to undigested protein molecules in the bloodstream. In chronic cases, this inflammatory response becomes self-sustaining. This enzyme blend is designed to interfere with parts of the inflammatory cascade, resulting in reduced inflammation of joints, intestinal lining, muscles and soft tissue. Helpful for chronic inflammation that results in pain and stiffness, or for occasional inflammation due to sickness or injury. Also helps reduce fibrin build-up in the blood vessels due to the high fibrinolytic activity of Protease AM.
·  Proteolytic blend of 7 enzymes designed to prevent and attenuate inflammatory cascades (cumulative chain reactions involving pro-inflammatory cytokines)
·  Reduces immune response triggered by absorption of undigested protein molecules
·  Taken on an empty stomach for systemic activity
·  Ideally used in conjunction with a digestive enzyme blend at mealtimes to resolve the initial cause of the inflammatory immune response

I dont have any inflamation so I didnt take this one, nut I may over the next few weeks.

Maintain Vitality with Liquid Epresat® Multivitamin!
This looks awesome, as its quick and absorbs faster.
Epresat® was originally designed for people dealing with key health issues and who needed a fast and efficient source of nutrients.  This liquid tonic is easy to swallow and ready for absorption without further breakdown in the digestive tract, making it ideal for those with compromised digestion or vitamin deficiencies.* Tablets, capsules and chewable vitamins are held together with binders, fillers and coatings and often exit the body undigested, providing little benefit to the person taking them.  Even those with adequate stomach acid assimilate only about 20% to 40% of solid vitamins, so Epresat® provides a wise choice for people recovering from an illness, have sensitive digestion or are elderly and may have poor appetites.*
Key Features
  • Epresat®t Multivitamin is a delicious blend of 8 essential vitamins, specially selected aqueous herbal extracts and natural fruit juice concentrates with added wheat germ, honey and yeast extract
  • As this is a liquid formula, the ingredients are more bioavailable than any solid multivitamins
  • Mineral-free so you can take your mineral supplements at a separate time of day for better utilization by the body
  • Delicious tasting liquid that can be added to smoothies, shakes or juice
  • Epresat® is formulated as a solution, so the key ingredients won’t sink to the bottom
  • Thoughtfully bottled in environmentally-friendly recyclable glass
  • Free of dairy, lactose, alcohol, artificial additives and preservatives
  • All vegetarian liquid formula
  • Certified Kosher
Key Benefits
  • Epresat® Multivitamin is a liquid formula containing vitamins and antioxidants for the maintenance of good health*
  • Helps to regain vitality, support the immune system and stimulate digestion*
  • Aids in the absorption and use of calcium so it is beneficial for bones, teeth, cartilage and gums*
  • The kola seeds in this tonic support the nervous system*
  • Ideal for those with compromised digestion*
  • Also assists the body in tissue formation and wound healing*
This is very good, too bad it expires soon.
This was all a few months ago, I have broken the routine of coarse.

 I really think that beauty comes from energy, if you are fit, find silence in your day, enjoy nature and have a relationship with your body, you will be younger. I get asked all the time why I am so young. I had a women in the local pool tell me I had beautiful skin and how did i have that, well that is genetics. I could see she was sad, maybe even depressed.
She was older, I said well you have have a beautiful smile! I just use creams exfoliate and wash my face twice a day.

Beauty Tips for today
GVix

May 5, 2013

Your Place..Your Pace...



Lately I have been reviewing my life in work and career..remembering all the careers I had.
Surprisingly Undercover Boss, made me think about my careers- It was the new chain "Freshie", in Vancouver, Fuck that if I want to toss salad, only place I'll do that is in the bedroom. The show however was a real tear jerker, and made me think about how far I've come today.

Reviewing some of the careers I had, some bad, some good and more importantly some that have shaped me of who I am today.

My first job was in a donut shop working graveyards and surprisingly I loved it! Next MacDonald's"s, then a fabric store, Smart set, Kaman Bearing to land me finally learning to be a Dental Assistant and cooking and tree planting for a forestry company. This all took place in Terrace BC, these jobs were from age 15 to 26. The split in between these Jobs was when I saved my MacDonald's money and moved to Edmonton, I worked in Raglans then worked my way to store assistant in Le Chateau.

When the kids were toddlers I went to collage and took my first two years of transferable university courses, all Psychology, science, English Lit and creative writing, anthropology, sociology. I did two more years of Psychology via correspondence.
I did my third year at Douglas Collage, I plarred my 4th year.

I remember clearly when I started to realize one of my passions. I had gotten sick twice in the OR of the Terrace hospital trying to assist during oral surgery on a baby, for nursing bottle disease. I realized, after that I could not see myself doing that for the rest of my life.

I started to think creatively within. I wanted to take makeup in Vancouver. I had big dreams.
So I left with the two small baby's after having a divorce and started bar tending in several places.
one to raise money for school. I worked at Extra Foods in North Van, Then took a coarse threw The Roxy on Bar tending.

I did very well learning how to bottle sling, becoming the main assistant to the Elephant Castle in Guildford.
I was now a expert on reading customers and understanding them, I was also a server and cute and the tips couldn't come in fast enough.

I managed to go to makeup school, I was a casual at The Bay, a rep for Christian Dior and The Bay fragrance, I finally got a position at Biotherm, they were introducing makeup and I was going to be the new manager.

I worked part time at Shoppers Drug Mart and got a few TV gigs, such as Vancouver Breakfast and Urban TV. I started to do makeup as a permit tee for IASTEE. Mostly I was managing the makeup counter for Biotherm. This lasted about 5 years. I was part of the XMEN crew, for a short time.

I really wanted a career that was stimulating but less on the feet, I was finding it hard with the commuting, 16 hour days then raising my two sons, I was stressed out to the max. I looked into legal. I remember I saw a advertisement for a corporate paralegal, I knew nothing about legal-However at the bottom in small print it said, "will train". I decided to start admin courses on the side from a placement agency- Jacob Secretarial, I was placed as a court runner for DYE & DURHAM, I hated it, but I knew it was on my resume. I worked exactly one month part time in hopes this paralegal position would still be available.

I went into he office and asked to speak to the lawyer, I told him straight up I knew nothing, I was a sharp learning and was trainable, I have a amazing memory and would be the best paralegal he ever had.( I wore a very short pencil skirt)

I was also the administrator. The lawyer had a few veteran paralegals also in the office who also shaped me to be good at my career. I was now making what I call a real salary. I learned corporate law and how to split stock, create shares in a company, make the company in a binder, set meetings, refuse client accounts, do receivables and payables, I specialized in helping single dads hide their money from their wives. I was officially playing in the boys club.

Then I was in a bad car accident, I could even whip my own ass, they said it would be a year of rehabilitation.

The boys went to my dad, I lost my job, I was pretty much a vegetable. I was in a call center 6 months, later trying to regain use of my arm, shoulder and I can honestly swear that my left hand never types like my right.

I didn't know what I was going to do. I kept working, until my settlement came in, which I settled for a mere 16k to get my kids home and start over with me and my new boyfriend,  they were not thrilled to meet.

When we picked up the boys, they had massive head lice, and as I hugged my oldest son, I saw them crawling on the top of his head, I ignored it and said-we have to make a trip before home. He smiled up at me with a clearly rotten tooth and said, POP was great. ..lol

The money went fast and I still didn't know what to do. I had one risky job I did which will probably haunt me forever, while I was at the call center.

 I did pantie chat online, a friend convinced me that my role was very innocent, basically I sat in panties and introduced the site live for members to join.  I was constantly being told I should try the porn due to my looks and the money...but  from what I saw, no way was I going to do any of that.

I did the pantie chat for $10hr on weekends. On one random day, the boss of the company said there was a guy looking for a collage girl, mostly talking(dirty talk) I thought ok that seems innocent enough, well it really wasn't that innocent, and I saw in 30 minutes 3k appear across the screen...so I went with it.

However that one very small incident of me playing with myself led to my family getting wind of it, my father hearing of it..and next thing you know I was a porn star on the Internet, a dirty disgusting ho.

 I believe I was called. I quit the pantie chat that day, I never went back..lol, and now to think of it, it was really silly, not even what one would consider porn.

 The worst part was the fire chief calling me up ( My father) "what in gods name are you doing down there, pantie chat?" "You are my daughter and I am sickened and embarrassed about this, you remove yourself immediately." I could feel the bile rising in my throat, and wanting to explain, but then the horror struck, and I did get sick, did my father see me play with myself? And what the fuck was he doing on there?

No, it was of coarse one of my sisters. Of coarse,lol how could it not be. The real funny thing was until last year one of my sister's thought I was a fucking handy dart driver, telling me I've never held a job and what a complete loser I was. Handy dart actually makes good money..lol

One thing I learned from this little underground world, its everywhere in Vancouver, its is very popular and you'd be surprised on what type of people have done this or much more in depth. This place was a hidden door in a very popular area, inside were several assorted rooms, most of the shows were girl on girl-no men.
The odd time they'd call a man in, but this was rare. Even still I watched the spare Screens one day of what some of the women did , and I was mortified. I really was the innocent one of the bunch.

I worked several retail jobs, at least all were managerial, mostly clothing stores. I was not happy. I did a few fashion shows, non profit. I did some very small contracts in makeup and still worked seasonal hours for The Bay and Sears.

I finally landed a larger career at a jewelry store that was rapidly growing in Vancouver. Then my partner left me. I really had no idea, I was severely depressed.

It was my mom who said, "why don't you just clean toilets, be a house keeper or nanny, go on IE or welfare, take a break, get well. Don't think"

 So I did- and the women was like my guardian angel, she was hard to work for-but she healed me. In every way, after awhile of caring for her kids she learned of my sales background and I helped do some small secretarial, assistant stuff.

I was bonding with girlfriends and they were helping me decide how to re-train in something.

There film industry was on strike, no work there, retail had cuts in wages, and I did not want to go back.

I finally got a part time job in the caregiver field, I was getting training rapidly, going back to school and next thing I knew I was a residential manager(way over my head) After two years, I knew I had to bail or get fired and get more training.

I did , more courses and did a attempt at the union positions- I was in!
3 years later and back to school I was then a licensed facilitator and SSW of a high behavioral group home, and now I knew what I was doing and I excelled for 5 years. Word spread...not only was I working for this union, I was now employed by 4 others...I did not know I was hitting burnout fast.
Basically I could work 24/7 in this field, I could even get paid to sleep!

So now..It's 8 long years. I am tired. There's come to a point where you just don't give a fuck.
the only thing you can think about is, sleeping in..have a numerous amount of time to do everything you want to do. I don't know where my place will be..Do you know where yours is? I do know I live every day for today, I don't regret anything..it has shaped me for who I am.

I don't know what my ending story will be. I do know I will be a writer, have a garden and have traveled.
I know that my days will be at my pace. I will have someone to share it with.
That is all I need to know.

Gvix Signing off



What is Real?

 "What is REAL?"asked the Rabbit one day,when they were lying side by side near the nursery fender,before NaNa came to tidy the room. "Does it mean having things that buzz inside you and a stick-out handle?"
"Real isn't how you are made," said the Skin Horse, "It's a thing that happens to you. When a child Love's you for a long, long time, not just to play with you, but Really Love's you, then you become REAL."
"Does it hurt?" asked the Rabbit
"Sometimes," said the Skin Horse, for he was always truthful,"When you are Real you don't mind being hurt"



We all know the saying.
I decided to write this blog today due to some small insignificant events that happened last year and are still trickling into my current life. This relates to owning ones shit.

The story goes something like this:
Boy meets girl, great dates. Girl does not hear from boy
boy is missing in action. Smart girl looks at the red flags..
boy talks about X Girl, depression..lack of work.
Girl calls the kettle black, and dumps boy.

Later on, girl becomes friends with X dating partner boy, and also finds that
the girl that, the boy was originally in love with has amazing qualities, is a great mother and has some real talent in areas Girl wants to know. They become friends. This was after a whole whack of immature shit ..
Just A Girl..just always wants to keep the peace.

In the meantime, X Boyfriend has cleaned all his baggage in relation with secrets..and has put in his dues on friendship- with Just a girl.

Just a girl, goes back on dating field..making sure to keep the profile as real as it gets, moving away from males that discuss issues in their lives, past relations-or other relations that are tell tale red flags.

Then, Girl sees a amazing artist who was also mixed in the relationship tangle from previous. Girl likes this persons face, and messages him. " Your Fab! I love your Art!"
As the story un folds of common relations with two original people,
it seems neither of these people can own their shit.

A girl dated A boy, the boy cheated on her with his X, his X had new relationships, but hence went back to the original boy on occasion- thus creating a circle fuck cluster.

When Just A Girl, pointed out the shit, she was dismissed..LOL funny.

The thing is.. The original talented girl, we will call her Red..
Is a young vibrant women who has every right to do as she pleases, she has no ring on her finger, she is not bound to any specific relationship.

I am not sure if she admits her relationships to all that is involved or not, but really who the fuck cares.
I do know that when the 3 now people involved ask, I am honest.
I do know that if someone starts telling me how depressing their life is, what medications they are on, I can only say.. You have the power to change it.

I am not a psychiatric nurse..and am not looking to counsel my next date.
I have had allot of my own personal baggage, I do know a few things, I don't give up, I am thank full for what I have, I don't believe in medication- unless it is in the form of the sun, earth and mountains.
I own my shit..and sometimes it is hard to hear.

I think this whole circle of people is hilarious, and quite frankly good riddance of my life.

I do know my relationship with special K has proven to be solid, and that he owns his shit, weather its fabricated or not- he defiantly has come clean. Unless hes mad and going through a anxiety attack, then you may find your self on planet alien with delusions and ill rooted words, but he always comes down again to the earth.

He asked me what I said to the attractive artist I saw on POF who was indeed involved in the circle jerk.

I said that I basically said that we were all once upon a time, in a cluster fuck.- In past..
I mean all this is over two years ago, and I cannot believe I allowed myself to bring it up again.

Then the artist admitted his troubles, requested to be my friend on Facebook, then told me about his current hardships.

Ghezz man, I just wanted to buy art, compliment that I thought you were great. When it goes into his personal shit, I lightly stated.." I am hearing allot of negative" "how about we chat another time"
He deletes me..LOL and Red deletes me to..

Good god own your shit!!

Anyone who gets involved with Red, is whine whine..I'm still in love with.. good god, if she is not there for ya, get the fuck over it. Wallow in your shit and you will bring the god dam self pity train for the rest of your life, and as Special K once said, soon I will be in the bar down the street at age 50, on the bar stool by the other 50 yr old guy. I will know I am old.

Don't put that in the god dam universe!

I do not think he has this philosophy, so much anymore, but who knows. I don't ask Special K too much about his private life anymore, and quite frankly, I find this all a bunch of shit drama.

This pisses me off because, I see amazing people with talent and fear of taking risks in life, doing nothing.
Like this amazing artist, who I intend to do a full story on his amazing work on Vancouver's Voice.
He has a nice face, A warm welcoming face, I would never ever assume that that picture would have such meaningless sadness. People are starving, the world is being destroyed, our oceans are depleting. Fighting with a X spouse? fix your shit, make peace, cause really..is that going to help your children.
Sad with being hurt, dumped, cheated on..don't let it happen again..re-invent yourself!
I am saying this in general to all people, not just the artist, which doesn't quite go in that order.

I have been in the exact same place as Red, single parent, doing anything to receive help from what I thought was friends  survival of the fittest, it is not fun, what's even worse is when you had past relations with them and they think if they help you your feelings will change. For me, I never had a situation quite like that.
However I do recall borrowing money that I simply could not pay back. This comes back to you, if you fell for helping and you put yourself in that place, blame yourself.

We all create our own paths in life...You can think...why was I with this women? what was I looking for?
If you are not 100% good with you, I guarantee the relationship will be something you have created for the meantime.

People come into your life for a Reason, Season or a Lifetime
when you know which one it is you will know what to do for that person

when someone is in your life for a Reason:
 it is usually to meet a need you have expressed
They have to come to assist that need, subconsciously, or expressed and to provide you with guidance and support.To aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually.

They are there for that Reason you need them to be
Then without any wrong doing or inconvenient time,
The person will do something or say something to end the relationship
Sometimes they walk away, they die..
sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand for what you feel is real
What we must realize is our need has been met, our desire fulfilled
the work is done and we must move on.


Sometimes people come into your life for a Season, because your turn has come to grow or and always share.They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.
believe it, for it is real, but only for a season.

If it were for a Lifetime...
we would not be having the conversation of Reason...

Lifetime relationships teach you lifetime lessons
things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation
your job is to accept the lesson
Love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life
It is said that love is blind and friendship is clairvoyant

Word Out
GVix