Lemon Meringue Pie & A Pychotherapist

Hi ! Well I am typing from my new iPhone to try it out. As many are aware I shut down Facebook, my blog My telephone contacts my cable and Internet. Aren't you glad I did! It's beautiful in Vancouver! Go out and play! Truth is mental clarity, wellness are still Much needed till September. I had a lot of past that was still in my Present. Lately I have just been very Selfish with my time. Living poor Till life settles in, I don't mind it. I had to reopen Facebook to see how My family is, but not much time is spent. Dating- closed. I set up ideals for myself first, it's a Funny thing when you do that. Because then you see.., Possibly someone you felt was out of Your reach, do to your own insecurities. I think I have met a person such as This. I have followed this persons Successes for sometime. Never ever Thinking he was following mine, or Rather hardships. I think it's time for a little romance. Keep your eye on the Georgia straight I saw him, in the next few we...

25 pages done to the new novel: Just A Girl Meets Amoroso...Bright Lights, Little City Stay tuned for Just A Girl....Memoirs. Publishing here I come! GVix

"Oddly enough, I booked Dubrovnik and Prague" "BTW it was supposed to be with you" Mr Big texts... Just A Girl responds, "Why isn't it?"  This is how the conversation started, we had recently talked about running away together to Europe or some other far off land, to escape the troubles and mundane pace of Vancouver..the problem was, discussions with Mr Big..always became real..and then what?  It had been years.... "Where would sushi go, who would look after Martian..how would the bills get paid? It was always nice to dream of running off and having everything covered..but this would not cover the real life at home...however in this conversation..Just A girl, or rather myself was facing the fear or was it the horror of possibly hearing that Mr Big may actually consider marriage, not with Just A Girl...but with someone else.  Me, I, ..Just A Girl, hastily...

I am so sorry for your loss... Sending you much love..she left with her positive journey in mind..and she made it...just not here. You have armfuls of love to support you, so accept it. We are all here for you. XOX Hope to see you soon Diva, in my thoughts tonight. Lubs. xo

“What is REAL?" asked the Velveteen Rabbit one day... "Does it mean having things that buzz inside you and a stick-out handle?" "Real isn't how you are made," said the Skin Horse. "It's a thing that happens to you. When [someone] loves you for a long, long time, not just to play with, but REALLY loves you, then you become Real." "Does it hurt?" asked the Rabbit. "Sometimes," said the Skin Horse, for he was always truthful. "When you are Real you don't mind being hurt." The Velveteen Rabbit

Dear Guardian Angel, May 13, 2012 I know my father is somewhere up there, please say Hi for me today. For the first time in about 2 years I actually got on my knees and prayed that my son Dakoda would be ok last night. He called and was sitting in your room, dad, with your 1985 Scotch. It was a good talk but a sad one. Today I mananged to get out and do the laundry, however I wore your fireman tshift, pjs slippers and shades. It is hard to move about..I just tear up all the time, I am at a point I am so numb I dont even care..I went to this cafe shop, and reliezed after how I must of looked like a complete crack head. The Lions Den Cafe, great place, Jamaica owned..kewl people hang out there..The owner said, ahh girl, you ok eh? I said I lost my dad. with a blank stare. He said, give me your hand..so I did, he was a handsom warm eyed black man, probably in his 50s. kissed my hand, said you be ok, coffees on us today. I realized in my car mirror, the horror th...

Even thou I am writing a new blog that is about purpose and morals and integrity, and the people I feel that reflex this,  I am not going to change my own thought process and what I think is downright funny-which is; my life and the experiences I seem to come across. So I have to always share.. You have a pretty strong personality on your hands here. People seem to think my thought process is quite funny..so here are some thoughts I had today.Lets talk about Facebook for awhile here. You ever date someone once on Facebook, and then there is no chemistry but for some reason they are your friend and they comment on every fucking photo?So you see the notification, and you are like +shit what are they saying, about me?" you realize its just a stupid thumbs up. Another topic, you see your friend posing themselves half naked, and you think, shit they should really work out or something? I guess its what we are attracted to, my last boyfriend had a belly, but to me ...

I have a wide variety of friends, I mean WiDe! I love them all, each of my friends have something unique about them-I hold no judgement in their personal tastes, activities, or even mistakes they sometimes make. Sometimes I am so busy, I fail to reach the expectations of my friends-I am trying to pick days to spend quality time over the next 6 months. My one friend, did not want, but needed to take a break from her routine, fresh out of a relationship- It was extremely poor timing for me, however NO was not a answer. JR...Stunning on the outside, Beautiful on the inside. This write up will be about this one friend because I think she wont mind the world seeing her. But before I post her picture, I need permission..So we will have to wait on this. JR, Is stunningly gorgeous, she has over 2K facebook friends, purely on her beauty. The thing about my friend is she is incredibly ridiculous smart, when the boyz try to play her, its quite amusing-I remember back in the day, we...

There was a time when I thought my life depended on fancy nails, a diamond in my tooth , $800 dollar hair extensions, the purses and bags- I thought I was on top of the world managing a hot new cosmetic line, working in film and the top stylists in BC and Vancouver Fashion Week- I used to budget my paycheck for the next great accessory! Well I still have some Diva in me and am still very much a artist-I just realized that when I'm dead none of that shit will be going with me. I still keep up small maintenance and I budget a great hair do once a year, my budget is $150- This is still quite high for a hair cut! I love to go where the atmosphere is fun and playful, and I can chat about past work-for the last 2 years my salon of choice has been Toni and Guy-I was a hair model for fun and then they invited me to be a makeup artist at beauty Night benefiting cancer- I loved Loved my new hair, I had a few stylist collaborate on classic, sleek and fun ne...

Wendy D is a well known Photographer in Vancouver who create's works of art on human nature, at least this was my interpretation, and real life experience.  Wendy's work of art is not only interesting and fascinating, you instantly have a smile to your face, a step to your day, a enlightenment, a thought of wonder..You can only know from seeing her work yourself.  I have no idea what she is like live shooting a person, but I would imagine similar to a medium, someone who sees beyond the lens. I was greeted at the event at MainSpace with warm big blue eyes, and a true hug. I feel this women captures not only the shot, but the soul and the true expression of a person, as when she greeted me, I felt she knew me, but that's just silly-I have never met her before! All her ideas should be in a large picture book on every persons coffee table as far as I am concerned. A better description is the one from herself: ...

My little niece put this on her facebook, and it is so true..but you should not have to think this quote or wish it however, this is how it should be in relationships...I can say majority of my relationships I have not been cheated on, thank Gawd- or that I know of- The most significant relationship however... another day, another story Some of us out there are in love with the idea of love..It does exist, I promise. However as you read on you will realize that true love must radiate from you first. The romance that comes with a new love interest, the feeling of worth and acceptance. In today's world, or Vancouver rather this barely exists I find. You never know what you are getting into. In a new relationship is should be a time of wonder, learning and possibilities. It seems that their is just too much opportunity for the male population. The best bet to meet someone genuine, is threw referral, or invite to a event, a activity you are in, li...

One of Those Days by Joshua Radin on Grooveshark Your sad and all I want to do is kiss you Your mean..and I think..re-group, I know this is not the true answer Your love..is fire..I wish to know your true desire Your heart..I hear, when I lie next .. your eyes..are childlike..with wonder.. I fear..you give me too much hunger I often think.. of what it would be like... to be with you, see the moonlight..and the full day anew walk in tall grass, see a mountain..travel on sand.. these are things I think about, when I am with you. I often thought..about if we danced.. I would jump around in my underpants.. I have kept my secret.. Your sleep is sound..I feel rested and bound I hope soon..you too will know.. what it is you're feeling.. inside and out.. Without any more dough's. Sometimes in life we are broken and it seems no one can fix but if you don't give life a new mix...