I feel my life is about to take a grand turn, professionally and romantically..
I cannot promise the tales of Scheherazade, but I can promise this, I may make you laugh, and ponder some of my absurd opinion's on topics, and my personal take on life in general.
So here we are on July 18Th
Recently, I have had some sorrow, the turning point for me in the last little while, was a recognition of where I wish to be by next year. According to those crazy astrologers that I read in good fun, and sometimes faith, their was mention of the eclipse of Capricorn in July. Therefore..during this eclipse, certain signs will be affected in a dramatic manner, and will act out in forms of rashness, harshness and elevated emotions, the signs under this influence are of coarse Capricorn-Gemini, Libra and I forget the other one.
Libra, which is me, was affected at the end of June..go figure. So maybe this is why my life seems utter nonsense, when in fact..things are actually moving the way they should be.
Positives in my life are quite large; A great love was found all this year, introduction to new family and friends. My career, although very challenging, is setting me up for huge advancement.
Things are less painful from the past, ownership and accountability are easier for me. I have been in the spotlight for beauty and romance all year.
The sorrows, were the lost of Tifa my little dog, my sickness and short stay in hospital, butting heads with environmental issues with my lover, realizing I need to leave my last child, and this being very hard to do emotionally, parents getting older...relatives live too far away. challenges at work. Lonelyness.
All of this is my warning..so tonight on day 3 of insomnia syndrome, I ponder..The first tale is about moving forward. In each tale there should be Drama, Adventure and some sort of Romance.
The above was the drama, the adventure..well, I was invited to sail on a boat without my partner present, who was teaching me to sail, when I had the chance to go..In my sleep I have had visions of me in the float jacket behind the boat without him there, to save me. At a sailing party once, I won a inflatable stick..I may have to take the stick..shit.
If I can actually make it on the trip, it will indeed be a bold move...I am all about facing my fears head on like a hammer.
I am the girl who would hitchhike to Alaska, with no cash. Talk to homeless people that are threatening..or take pictures(not kewl I might add) I am going to go, I may not make this weekend, due to friends coming to town..but I am dam well going to try.
If I am able to go on this adventure, pics and hopefully video will be added...just look for a neon orange stick in the photos in the water-that will be me.
Ahh, romance, well someone wants me to be a mail order bride in Australia..that's about as exciting as it gets. I made all my staff run out side today, to see a Philippine, slicked up man running in oil with his shirt off down Hastings street. I offered to play twister in boxers..that was it. I have 2 brass frogs posted on my cement wall out side the house door, they were in a incomprehensible position..which means, don't come in-I have company. My friend was on a date and sent me text messages threw the entire date..clearly I was more important, and loved dearly.
I am truly a romancer in life, that is for sure..maybe that is why when I am sad, I still smile..During confrontation.
When I am out, I am still social, when I am mad..people find me humorous...and when nervous I laugh. ..I think these are pretty good traits.
GVixen Signing off...