Lemon Meringue Pie & A Pychotherapist

People come into your life for a Reason, Season or a Lifetime when you know which one it is you will know what to do for that person when someone is in your life for a Reason it is usually to meet a need you have expressed They have to come to assist that need, subconsciously, or expressed and to provide you with guidance and support.To aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They are there for that Reason you need them to be Then without any wrong doing or inconvenient time, The person will do something or say something to end the relationship Sometimes they walk away, they die.. sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand for what you feel is real What we must realize is our need has been met, our desire fulfilled the work is done and we must move on. If it were for a Lifetime... we would not be having the conversation of Reason... Sometimes people come into your life for a Season, because your turn has come to grow...

Just a thought..VPD, why not? I am a Community Service Provider in Mental Disabilities. So I have seen some bizarre and odd experiences to say the least. Most of my work is in high behaviors. I am a female, minority. I have way to many certificates and physical training within the non violent crisis area, so why not, pay is good-part of a team..I get to go target shooting. Something I loved with my dad, at the range. So here I go starting, the probably 1 year process. So I researched more physical training, like I did with corrections. I decided I might as well take advantage of my company's corporate rates on Steve Nash, YYoga and Jazzercise. I went to the location of Steve Nash and they did "The Assessment" "The Assessment consists of standing on a machine with hardly any cloths on that reads your mind and your body. We will call this machine DICK. Dick says I am extremely dehydrated, so dehydrated I might as well be a lizard. I am in a good weight frame for athlet...

A man has been married for over 25 years, he has provided for his family, he is tired and worn and wonders where his life and dreams have gone..After work he decides to visit his Italian friend who owns the Bistro down the street, for perhaps...a cigar and a bourbon to contemplate life as he closes up shop. "She is dead I tell you!" he says to his friend..no no , mi sure..you simple have to grab her by the waist look into to her eyes...and dance... The man of 25 years marriage yells, you are crazy, why would I do something as ridiculous as that?She will just push me away and go back to her god dam cleaning or whatever she does..she scurries around all the time like avoiding me" I should just leave, I know I will leave her my last 300 bucks and be done with it, oh fuck my life to hell! The Italian friend says, now you are really about the bullshit shit my friend..there is still time my friend, tomorrow you will take my best recipe you will cook for her for once in your l...

GVixen has been dating for a bit, and its usually around the 2 month mark, that I either sabotage the relationship, or just plain run. I have been reading a book by two ladies called The Rules, I started the bock a little late, so I broke some of the rules..lol, my goal was to see if a 1980's book with 1950's frame of mind still applies to the dating world here in 2010. The ladies have some very good points-I have been following most of the rules with my current relationship and the book seems to ring true, however there are also some points that the ladies stat, if he does this....He's really not that into you. This has gotten me off kilter a little, as my guy has done some of these things..I dare not tell however.When I am done the book I will post a full detailed account, It really is quite interesting and its all based on The One, The big catch..and talks about all the little ones in between. So far the relationship of almost 3 months is going good! I have vertically ...

Well been some time since I've written, or had any stories I felt worth writing about- I recently moved from a massive house to a little two bedroom, so it has taken up most of my time. I love the area, its cute and Ive made it quite modern, however the 85 year old women upstairs likes to do the Indian dance at 4am-and wont answer the door. I have returned to the dating world slowly, and had one rather good one! I posted that I had a good night on my facebook-yikes, spring is here-I have some suitors it appears-I was asked what was good about it, Many questions were asked whom this stranger is..lol,I have some faces definitely coming out into the woodwork- The truth is the person is a average good guy, He is not part of the vancouver elite he prefers simple things in life, hes not a George Clooney or Brad Pitt, probably a person that would never read my blog. He plays poker and races boats, loves to cook and has a bit of a tummy, watches old movies and has a wise soul. Big Brown ey...

The meeting was held at Mainstream head office. I was excited because we had a guest speaker who was new to our association she was coming from Montreal, her name was, Cinthia. During our meeting we went through the typical health and safety policies about how to make our residences safe and secure, energy saving costs, and new polices within our chapter. Our guest speaker was going to introduce the “Can you dig it “garden ideas. Cinthia is the new director of this program and we were all excited to hear talk about her plans. The Can you dig it gardens is a community garden that we first started with our persons served in the community, with teachings and growth in developing a garden. After training our persons served, they would learn how to integrate and tend to a garden into the community. Teaching being the nature of our program, we bring our persons served into community living, and invite the community into our lives. Needless to say we were all very excited. Only a few selected...

AMBITION...Is not a Dirty Word So as I muster threw the hours of Olympic schedule’s, hoping this will be my biggest challenge in life and Leave me a commutative mark on my resume, while still working my regular 40 hours a week in Mental Health; I am plagued with my passion of my creative side. I had started a company, called Vancouver Vixens; the name is not an escort service! However when you Google it comes up as such. This was my idea of ambitious women who all hold personal businesses to come together as a sisterhood. The Vixens would support each other in Business and also in wellness, Sports travel and weekly functions which would be brain storming tools to the future. I had a vast amount of ideas and a large database for years of working with powerful people, as well as trade shows, Events the elite upper class and the world of arts. When my partner proclaimed she had personal problems, and I myself could not focus on my value and train of thought due to bringing home the bacon ...

I see… My hands are soo dirty, but clean Oh my god, your hands are soo dirty yet clean.. And on my ass…oh my I feel "What day is today? "I say: Umm Jan 15th? Yes Jan 15, 2010...TODAY IS GONE! Happiness, embrace it, today is gone, it’s gone Laura Be happy love it, love life…you are here! Alive well Embrace it, do yoga. I am telling you, change your life I say: yes..um I know.."just be be love..when we are love all is good.." I hear Wankin..The bank had no real lyrics. No real rhyme In my industry that is called wankin..Regardless talented and Much deserving for a good review. I feel Hi beautiful, I love the hat, my friend like just picked up These two girls see him, soo boring; please sit awhile, just as you are Where are you from? I need to know everything about you. Outside on cell later.. Hiii..Hi talking to my sister, come over get warm in my coat doll... You are so little… I hear.../see We have been waiting for like 20 mins now; I think something is going on Yea...

It all happened during the time of 74’ from maximum security, strait jackets and abuse. Pictures lined up across the front page, lawyers stated it’s such a shame, no settlement will be claimed... horror stories stay in the mute, its ok no, one will get a suit. The wards told us we had, nothing to fear, in an isolated room, just stay here, the last thing they'd wanna do is hang around there... They mostly come in long while gowns, But one of the dozen was a hometown shame, all you could hear was the keys on his chain.. I remember the Same pattern on the table, same clock on the wall Freezing slow time away from the world I’m 57 years old, never kissed a girl I’m 57 and my name is Fred, and I ani't ever kissed a girl We were sitting round table, heard the telephone ring Heard the tap on the window in the middle of the night Held back the curtains for fear of fright See my friends got raped, some men got kille...

The day the earth stood still...(C) was when I decided to make a haste exit to the boys room and jerk my junk for a few seconds..I was a HockeyVille in Terrace and about to meet some stars, do the good dad Samaritan act by getting a handshake or two...I heard someone come in, I stopped playing with the palm sisters and quickly pulled up my pants, to my surprise Shane O'Brian was in the bathroom, I peeked out the slot of the stall, "shit I gotta get a autograph!" I tried desperately to dry my hands on the toilet paper, and burst open the door to say Hi..to my surprise the bathroom door opened too, and all the publicity paparazzi was standing their taking pics of me shaking Shane's hand. The next day in the paper there I was with a shit eating grim shaking hands with Shane and a nice long piece of TP dangling from my hand! my neighbour came over the next day and said "Dude! shake it once that's fine, shake it twice that's OK, but 3 times dude you were defia...

Just wanted to post a little diddy bout' a amazing artist I met in SoHO NY.. Forgot to kiss me outside his lil blues club, but promised he would here in Canada! His wiget is off to the right there, take a listen-Hoping to book the bad boy in some clubs here. Great New stuff James! You ROCk!!! Troubadours is killer! Hope yer well xoxox

WOW FACTOR.. Well there defiantly is the wow factor where you meet someone and it is a instant attraction, Eyes are going; when you talk you touch with your hands. You pick up the 80’s toss of the hair, during conversation you unconsciously lick your lips. All the tacky gestures that are the mating dance! You either find yourself in a one night stand, OMG! My god what did I do. Or the one night stand turns into a two week stay to an ongoing relationship-that will probably end in ten years realizing you have nothing in common. There is the wow factor on the street, see that person. And in a glimpse relizes, you and she could be the one. I have a new wow factor in my life, and it is the man who denies sex, it’s like 50 first dates.50 first dates because he wants to know me; he likes me just as I am and goes home happy, but with blue balls. This wow factor can turn for the worst; it could be you put yourself in the friend factor. Which is not all that bad, however keep i...

It is official ladies; all the good ones in Vancouver are gone! What do I mean by good? As I have said countless times, if you are waiting for the knight in shining amour, he died in the 1800’s and raped and pillaged probably before he got to the princess. If you are going to keep at it I suggest you leave your helmet on, because I can guarantee you will bang your head many times! It’s all good; it’s for the learning part of things. I recently had a few spectacular dates with a man-We had dinner, talked to homeless people, and non-homeless people, walked in the misty rain. Held hands. Twinkle eyes and pearly whites. The type of arms that kids adore. Bear hugs.. Furry chest hair, and everything manly, who..Is fresh out of a very long relationship. Damn That is hard, when you see a reflection of everything you want and need- that has the drive and Motivation that you do, but its timing. This man is from chivalrous times, I am from modern times It’s a perfect comfort –almosT The knight of...

Grumpy Old Man The Grumpy old man that every one claimed to have known was indeed not grumpy at all. The truth is some people just did not understand his personality or disability. The thing with this grumpy old man I knew, is he would deliberately be grumpy, probably due to frustration of people not understanding him, when he took accountability of his behavior he was quite funny about it. I received a call late one night from a very dis shoveled staff requesting I come into work early; my shift was a graveyard 11 to 9. I asked is there a problem? Her reply was, Mr. Man very out of control tonight, he threw his keys, punched a wall and he is very angry. I said, sure I will come in. I found this very hard to believe. I arrive, I see Mr. Man is not present, I tell the worker she can go. I gently knock on his door and ask. Everything alright tonight? He comes to the door; I can see he is very agitated-he explanation was this: Damn woman, does she not know I fucking have schizophrenia, tu...

Well I survived Survivor boot camp, and even Copat which is a correctional officer training coarse, even when the two ladies screamed.."get up maget!" I even build up my running last year to do a 3K 5K and 10K..Now Yoga..one person said...Yoga changed my life! It changed mine two, after two session's I was on the toilet for hours with things coming out of me that I thought never would. I also couldn't move, sit or stand. The first class was great I slept for 1/2 hour before and 1/2 hour after..got through a few exercises and finished. The second one, was in a 110 degree room, I never thought it was possible for me to actually smell that bad, it must of been pretty bad because the guy next to me was making me pass out with his stench, so much I had to move. After 20 mins...I left, felt faint.. The lady at reception said you did not just walk out? they are like drill Sergent's..I said umm.hello yeah. Next time miss just lie down. Well its kinda hard to lie down when...

How not to get Killed on a Internet date: Part one: Internet Dates, not to get killed Killed on Internet dates how not Date to get killed, how? Internet? Get Internet, kill Date, Not! A Internet date can kill you Part Two: Bring your own car and pay for your own parking. Do not go in his car. Pay for your own drink and do not offer him a taste, I sugest an Alaskan Bear fucker, most people will not try it. Don't go to a empty bathroom, stairwell or elevator. Don't fuck on the first date. check his stats, research his neighborhood, monitor his hygiene. If he is all dressed up , but has sneaker's on, run! he's probably a drug dealer. Gold chains or hair above his coller, mean's he could be into sex swings and tie ups. If he's artsy and wears all black, he may have a robotic doll in his closet, better yet cute n cuddly he may be into swishy toys. Any pant that produce's a camel toe on a male, is not a wise choice, neither are short's on a cold day, unless yo...

If you could choose your life, what would it look like? Is the question at the end of this storey. Midlife crisis for Men: They say that men hit there midlife crisis around age 35 to 40, noticing a grey hair, loss of hair, other traits are stinginess..this is due to the fact they are starting to realize its time to have all the eggs in a row for retirement so forth. "He doesn't buy me flowers anymore"There's the guy that doesn't want to work at his marriage anymore..feels tired, and then start's to worry "Is this it" So they have a fling, or say well I just don't think I'm in love with you anymore. Some men leave, go out and find a younger version of their wife, some go screw around realize hey I don't got it so bad, come back to a array of fighting and mistrust. When really what they should of said in the first place is-I'm bored, and UN excited and I feel old, and you have let yourself go to a fat cow, nagging bitch that is predicta...

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